Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream. (Priscilla Ahn's Dream) 

Everyone has dreams,
God has fate
Needs more effort to make our dreams come true.
No matter if we have to walk along the dark,
God will send His stars.

Today I wont talk much because all that I want to share is in the video above.
Thank you for watching :)

 

@copyright Nov 26th 2011

Credits for Donny who has taken and processed the sweet video and photos.

 

It's Thursday and I have to go to some places to check locations. Yes my friends and I joined a photography competition which has Happiness in Tourism as its theme. I cannot wait any longer heading from one place to another, then looking for every interesting detail there, and exploring my crazy ideas to arrange some story photos.

Nothing much I want to share today. I wear blazer from Sahara Club with long black top inside.

Am I looked so formal? Haha I think so. Thats why I use cute loly necklace to get rid from formal impression.

Happy Thursday!

Tried to take a picture of love.. I wanna fill this new frame, but its empty..

Maybe we’re trying, trying too hard.. maybe we took apart.. Maybe the timing is beating our hearts.. we’re empty..

yes that is Click Five's song that always repeats on my playlist for almost two months, and It almost made my tears drop.

Do you ever feel empty in your life? About your relation perhaps.  You have tried hard to maintain your relationship, but you have absolutely no feeling anymore.

I just remembered my friend’s story. She and her boyfriend broke up. After some months they missed each other. Then they tried to start their relation again. But neither of them felt love like they used to be. They realized how it felt when they do something and then feel happy together at that point. Therefore they tried so hard to make things go back to how they were. But they had already torn apart, it was too late. The timing was beating their hearts. There’s nothing left. What was there isn’t anymore. Yes, its empty..

 Thx to my friend Caeg for your touching story :)

Ya that song relates with my friend life, or maybe you too? *I hope no*

Dont ever regret with whatever you have done in your past. You will never move on if you only look back. Just enjoy every single step, every single second in your life.

 

I wear black bow top, printed skirt from Indiana fashion, flat shoes, and long cardigan from my closet which makes me looked more vintage.  Actually I almost never use this cardigan before I think it is perfectly sweet combined with my bow top and printed skirt.

Thanks to @donnyindrap who has made and processed this sweetest video.

Last night (Saturday, Nov 19) I went to Semarang Jazz Traffic with Djarum Super Mild. Yes, this Jazz lovers event which took place in Balaikota Semarang started from 4pm till 11pm. That was a great event with some fabulous musicians-- Barry Likumahuwa Project (BLP), Fariz RM, RAN, Nita Aartsen Quatro, Ligro Trio, Balawan & Batuan Etnic Fusion and Poffertjes.

 Unfortunately, Boo me, I came at seven. I thought that was too late. I couldn't enjoy Fariz RM with his 'Sakura'. But look who I was captured! That was Jazz Rock musicians Ligro Trio! (For the pict above, thanks to Donny :)

Well, guess who in this below picture is..

 Yes! Balawan with his touch tapping style technic and collaborated with ethinc music, gamelan. Oh my God. He is really really awesome! I bet you would!

 

 Lets get salsa! The most wonderful pianist and musician Nita Aartsen.

Here we go. Barry Likumahuwa Project with their fuison. They were so great! Im gonna die!

(So crowded, I couldn't get picts much :(

Finally, this event was closed by RAN.

Hot yeah?! :D

Spoiler:

  I wear long black top, maxi brown skirt, square brown shawl, and wedges with 5cm up (my feet hurt used this wedges for about 6hours. Lol)

To sum it all, it was really a fun night and such a great jazzy event.

 Really worth the time!

Upss. Sorry its blur. Wait..

yup I got this cute vintage dress from Donny's mum last week. I was surprised she gave me a full box of dresses! After digging for some minutes, I chose this one.

I wear dress from Exit, and the vintage shirt inside is my own collection.

Oh well, shoes! Those are my mom's. It will be sweet when you don't have vintage shoes to wear and you found your mom's in sudden! Just wear it. The shoes are from Vonnie.

And so fluffy bear next to the shoes is from my junior high school friend.

Actually I never interested in write in a blog before this. I just realized that there are a lot of things I want to share.